Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in corbenikrebirth's LiveJournal:

Monday, June 5th, 2006
12:14 pm	I just dont know... jeez... Life is so confusing lately. like, maybe i would be able to comprehend if everything werent coming down at once... School, home, personal stuff... everything needs work in my life right now and its just way too much to handle. I've been sitting here playing the same song over and over... the same song thats making me hurt inside, god only knows why. For some reason its just bugging me, maybe its just the tune, but as much as it hurts i cant put it down and i just keep it playing. Last nights AIM convo's didnt help much either... as much as i feel i can convey whats going on in my head and heart, its just indescribable in writing form, and not indescribable in a good way.. God, whats wrong with me... I wish things could just sort themselves out.. It feels like a dropping feeling, like this hole in my heart is just growing and growing. When I'm alone, thats when i can feel it, because i start to think and... now time is short, I have to figure things out soon or i just dont know what im going to do... maybe...maybe im just meant to feel this way? I just dont know... Current Mood: confused Current Music: Utada Hikaru - Sanctuary (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 1st, 2006
9:51 pm	Woo! I'm like super hyper/happy today! It was a good day at school today and work went ok. My supervisor made me take a picture of a trash can with my phone and send it to her? weird, lol. also... I found out my friend Becca was having her baby and i skipped outta work to go see her and the baby ^_^ It was so cute! I was like, all bouncy for the rest of the shift, god if im acting like that over just my friend having a baby imagine when and IF my future wife or whoever im with might be having a baby 0_0 I'll prolly be the father going nuts in the waiting room and being all hyper like gfoing up to ppl "have you seen my kid??? he/she is so amazing! wanna see a picture? isnt he/she cute?!?!" lol anyway, so here i am sittin around as usual, lol. bored outta my mind -_- yet hyper too! ahh! i need somethin to do! Current Mood: hyper Current Music: Megaman I soundtrack- Elecman (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, May 26th, 2006
11:30 pm	Bored, thats my day, lol. i was realllllllly tired today so I stayed home instead of going to school. kinda wish i'd have went but... eh, o well. Other than that, went to work and here I am 0_0... my day sucked, lol. too boring! Current Mood: bored Current Music: ObLaDi ObLaDa (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
9:04 pm	New Layout! thanks Kristine! New layout! Comliments of Ms. Kristine Chambers... SHE IS AMAZING!!!! woot! [humms the mario theme] !!!!! woohoo! Current Mood: hyper Current Music: Super Mario Bros. theme (1 Comment |Comment on this)
5:57 pm	Another day another, uhh, cookie? 0_0 lol, most random subject name i could think of. Sooooo, its been an interesting past couple days. currently im wondering if i still have a job or not >_< well in order to get to that i guess i should start with yesterdays events. We had a blood drive at school yesterday, i filled an entire bag of blood in only 6 min 0_0 thats like a record, lol. I thought it was cool but then i thought... wow, if i ever get anything like, severed off... yeah... il be out of blood in like, less that 3 min at that rate, lol. Well anyway, i felt woozy for the last 2 periods of school and made my friend david drive me home cuz i couldnt drive like that, things were spinning! my god... lol. So, i got 45 min til work so i sit down on the couch and i figure il just rest til work... yeah, i passed out on the couch sitting up and basically missed work altogether 0_0... now im wondering if i even have a job anymore... So that was yesterday, today, still a little out of it, but not quite as bad. Went picture whoring thru the whole school attacking ppl taking pictures, lol. Otherwise nothing new... life as usual... Something feels very ominous in the air... its a strange feeling, i donno, maybe its just me but i have a bad feeling for some reason... Current Mood: restless Current Music: Final Fantasy- To Zanarkand Once Again (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 18th, 2006
12:08 am	Firts post Ok so.... first post. what to put? uhhhhhh.... hmm... well lets make it simple, il just explain myself and my day so far. Lets see, my stats first i guess.... Name: Pat Race: umm, white? is that a race? or is there an official name... eh, im human, thats good enough ^_^ Weight: eh, around 160 or so. height: 5' 8" Power: meh, average, i guess i could be stronger... Speed: damn I'm fast! lol Greatest wish: I wanna be a reploid!!! wee! weird wish, but hey, we all have dreams dont we? heh, robots are cool... lol. I also have one other big wish but, eh, its rather personal and i dont feel like saying [sticks out tongue] well..... 0_0 ok... [cough] that said... now onto my day! lets see, my day started... uhh... actually my day started around 4 PM because i accidently slept in so late! ^_^;;; so i guess my day consists of work and OOOH! I was training for a big DDR Tournament this friday! OMG I cant wait! I am gunna PWN!!! Well, thats my day so far. I wanna go do more training at the arcade tommorow so that will probably take up a sizable chunk of my day, i mean, i spent like 2.5 hours training today! and that wasnt even on a machine! Ok, im really getting way to sucked into that topic in this entry 0_0 Also, I am currently saving my money up for the next few months because... A. We have Senior Activity day, our cruise on the niagara river, prom, and big exams coming up in school. B. otakon is coming up and apparently im going alone [cries] C. because i never save money????? lol. my money is like on fire, its hot, red hot, it Burns free\akin holes in my pocket! i swear! lol OMG! I cant wait til Otakon! Cosplay is amazing! and the artist aley is a cool place to hang out! and walking out for fast food in costume is embarrassing/amazing! and, and and 0_0 i think i went on a random rant again. Did i? i donno, ahh! i cant remember the past 10 minutes of my life! 0_0 ok... ending typing chain now, because its getting too long and i cat stop myself from writing absolute pointless nonsense! ahh! [runs away] Current Mood: ? Current Music: Phantasy Star Online: World With Me (1 Comment |Comment on this)